Kayleigh

 Wig Washing Not every day can be an adventure, more often then not chores need to be done. Today, was washing my wigs; to keep them feeling flowing and natural regular washing is vital. Using revlon shampoo, balsam and conditioner in a cool hand wash. Delicately combing out once done starting at the tips and working towards the top.  While washing does revive a wig, while your natural hair grows and replenishes itself after a while wigs even washing is not enough and new wigs are needed; I quite like my look so shall be looking hard to replace like for like.

Shopping!.. finally actually ordered something... A few years ago I bought a large collection of stuff and its taken a while, to get back in the swing; but finally saw some earrings I like the look of; so have them ready for collection on Thursday .. added to my Things I have ordered  Pinterest list ..

Out and About 04 June  Got nice long time, without interruption from work calls, family visits, window cleaners or any of the things that normally prevent me from getting dressed to a level where I have even the slightest confidence to go off-site. I think its the first time I have been "out" since lock-down, which is as much about how opportunity has changed as anything related.  I gave myself a little push out of the door, once in the car seat and confident I could drive wearing the heels I was; I had no trouble setting off....   .. then I realised I had no idea where I was going or what I was going to do. I knew the objective was to push my boundaries and see how far I could go from the hidden world to the real world; it was clear to me this meant dropping slutty attire and trying to go for something broadly acceptable - but I also had no illusions that I was going to "pass" so went for try not to look too bad. I'd got most of the way to Newmarket before I ha...

Out and about for the first time since before covid Got dressed, with makeup and actually had time today; most unexpected as normally I am working or only have a short time. I had a idea about getting a photo in front of Ely Cathedral; but it was so busy some kind of market and being a bit nervous I didn't stick around. On my way back stopped off at a lake, where it was peaceful and got a small collection of photos - unfortunately most of my favourite poses are quite backlit and so don't look that great.

Been Kayleigh a lot recently; but realised that I had been remiss in updating on it. Yesterday, was wearing classic satin thong, it was quite unlike anything I have been able to buy since.. feels so smooth and fits so snug.

Birthday! Many thanks for all wishes! Tuesday (9th); I used an immense amount of will power to not crossdress on Tuesday.. Having seen how powerless I'd become; I thought I am going to try and see if I can avoid it despite it being perhaps the last chance for a few weeks.. .. well I don't know if it improved my life exercising my will power; I was a good girl and controlled myself, meaning I was at work on time and working hard.. did I perform better in my job... no... up until that point I had been dangling the chance to cross dress in front of myself as a motivator to get work done.. perhaps it was the heat; but I got almost nothing done.  Next time I will crossdress, evidence is that I work harder when I do.

 Working from home dressed again, first time for a long time. I dress a lot, but in most cases, with insufficient time to get properly "dolled-up"; i.e. some good foundation to cover the 5 o'clock shadow.  Thursday was really nice, because while I was still working, I didn't have any meetings or calls, so while I was still working I was able to be fully dressed. I just crossed my fingers and hoped that I didn't get invited to an ad-hoc or urgent video call as I would have had to either make very quick excuses or out myself to my work colleagues.... .. actually I am confident that my work colleagues would be "cool with it" it I was found out; but I don't really want it to be a "thing" in my work life .. of course I would love to go to the office and just "be"; but that is not what would happen, people would interact with me differently .. or I would have to further tone down my attire.