Kayleigh

  On Thursday managed to get it together to do full makeup and a nice outfit and all. I only really had a few hours plus needed to do thing around the house, so not enough time to get out anywhere. I did go onto Birchplace/eblue and paraded my look in the Webcam room - mostly because its easy. I even took out my prop at one point, but only to tease a little nothing; seemed to get a good response. While all that was going on I was also in a the social room on tvChix.. and I found out someone had blocked me ! - actually someone I quite respected too. So was a bit surprised, this has never had that happen to me before. I think I know why it happened, and looking at the blockers point of view I sort of understand but the whole things made me feel quite down about the community - I had always hoped we were supporting and looking out for one another - now I am not so sure.

On Monday fulfilled one of my curious fantasies - "getting caught in the rain" .. ok I confess I dressed in a sexy little outfit with a seemed stockings, patent heels, black long sleeve bodysuit and short tartan skirt and went outside deliberately. As the rain came pouring down saturating my long hair and every item of clothing I was wearing. As I came in dripping, I caught myself in the mirror .. fully bedraggled - I liked the look; I can't say I know why .. but I did. Tuesday was quiet. Wednesday similar outfit - but with pink tartan rather than butterscotch. Actually, other than combining out my hair, and a bit of prancing around. not so much; but I had fun. Then later I picked up a package of knickers from H&M.. satin thongs, hope they are a good fit as its been perhaps a decade since I last bought thongs I was really happy with.

  Having discovered the tan stockings I was wearing are not a pair, I thought it was high time I got on top of things. After years of promising that I would get around to it, I have been through my box of hosiery this morning. Untangling, then sorting first by colour tan, white and black and then separating out the straight tops, lace tops, fishnets. Those little bags your get for liquids in an airport turn out to be just the right size for a pair. I needed to change the bags, as the plastic that stockings come it is sticky edge and delicate so, without it just get a mess of tangled stockings and can never find the right ones; when I need them for an outfit.

Did't have any planned meetings, so dressed as I like; eventually got around to doing makeup; bit rushed, skipped eyeliner and used the Lancome mascara; which is much lighter then the Dior Show I normally use. Had a bit of time chatting, and really   just got on with doing my day job; But it was nice, feel more confident when have make up too less worried about being seen.

Correcting a spelling... Finally, years after I first adopted full t-girl name I have managed to fix the spelling on Flickr! It was my mistake; I had been using the abbreviated name Kaye as login only a couple of years into creating logins in a feminine identity. I think I was pretty standard, I wanted a name that was close enough to my boy name that I would respond without thinking and that wasn't the name of anyone I knew or had known in my life; I want people to know I am my own thing, not a replica of someone else no matter how much I admire or am influenced by others. But then later, many services needed a full name, so thinking about "porn-star name" I took the street I grew up on; but the abbreviated name didn't roll right with it.. "Kaye Temple" and then I remembered the pet name one of my sisters used to call me .. unfortunately, I didn't know the spelling and when I searched kayeleigh as a name, Google decided that it was a valid spelling, as w...

Come-down When the drugs you've taken the previous night wear-off, they call it a come-down. Today, as January draws to a close, I have that sort of feeling again.. while it might sound like little happened, I only went outside dressed once on Saturday, the emotional tension surrounding the build-up, frustrations and activity was a lot. A pair of shoes arrived today,.. too late for this time around, but I am hoping they will look good for the next adventure out. Was also a sombre day, as I sat for the first hour of the morning combing out my Henry Margu wig; only to find the fringe has come apart - I am not convinced I have the skill to fix it. For the 3 days of thrill, I think I totted up a spend of £1030.07 on new wig, clothes, shoes, stockings and makeup. Of that perhaps the least value for money was on stockings, as seem of have ordered many only seemed stockings; while all great quality, I only use on rare occasion; but the body suit that I ordered along-side seems to be prett...