Kayleigh

Birthday! Many thanks for all wishes! Tuesday (9th); I used an immense amount of will power to not crossdress on Tuesday.. Having seen how powerless I'd become; I thought I am going to try and see if I can avoid it despite it being perhaps the last chance for a few weeks.. .. well I don't know if it improved my life exercising my will power; I was a good girl and controlled myself, meaning I was at work on time and working hard.. did I perform better in my job... no... up until that point I had been dangling the chance to cross dress in front of myself as a motivator to get work done.. perhaps it was the heat; but I got almost nothing done.  Next time I will crossdress, evidence is that I work harder when I do.

 Working from home dressed again, first time for a long time. I dress a lot, but in most cases, with insufficient time to get properly "dolled-up"; i.e. some good foundation to cover the 5 o'clock shadow.  Thursday was really nice, because while I was still working, I didn't have any meetings or calls, so while I was still working I was able to be fully dressed. I just crossed my fingers and hoped that I didn't get invited to an ad-hoc or urgent video call as I would have had to either make very quick excuses or out myself to my work colleagues.... .. actually I am confident that my work colleagues would be "cool with it" it I was found out; but I don't really want it to be a "thing" in my work life .. of course I would love to go to the office and just "be"; but that is not what would happen, people would interact with me differently .. or I would have to further tone down my attire.

Moving to Blogspot ....  Had enjoyed using tumblr, but a while ago was told to remove some posts due to a change in policy. This was a real stretch at the time as I don't post stuff I consider to be inappropriate. As I can no longer speak freely about real-life experiences, throughs and feelings on tumblr, am switching to blogspot.

 Cross-dressing I am happy about After a lot of frantic and urgent cross dressing the last month; in times when it could be accommodated, today was much more pleasing. Hair washed this morning, with a final brush out, always so much better flowing once freshly washed. I didn't really do anything pervy; just dressed, put on make up; jumped on webcam for a bit. then did some work.. it was just .. nice.

Broken nail (mostly) fixed, would like it longer, but that'll come Nothing too exciting today... the morning spent wig-washing. It is quite fun; combing out the Balsam (conditioner) all those annoying little knots straightening themselves out.. and thinking about how well it'll flow again once done.

Broken Nail 😕, rushing to put on heels I am sure we have all laddered tights in the past; but breaking nails putting shoes on? I wasn't planning to dress and doll myself up this morning; woke everything normal; went to get breakfast, went to make a coffee and then the machine needed emptying as I saw the little flashing light .. it was like a trigger.. I really don't know why.... a sudden cold rush and like a robot I walked, daintily directly to the cupboard where I keep my sexy stuff and in something of a rush find myself pulling on stockings, clippling on suspender straps and donning a short mini skirt and blouse. As I pull the heels on I break a nail. Once dressed and the big hooped earrings are on I return exactly to where I was at the coffee machine, clean it out taking the pucks out to the bins and then going on with my breakfast as if nothing happened. One thing I did notice, if that with my hair down I have to be much more carful with my posture (back straight) while e...

Been dressed; and dolled up a few times in the last few days; though there was nobody to chat to at 8am when I did.. I think I will be doing more in the next few days and the perhaps quite a bit in the autumn. So once again back to stocking up on outfits and accessories. Am thinking i'll be bodysuit tops and mini skirts as the body suit keeps tight to my waste line however much a wriggle around.