Day of abstinence ... Tuesday 16 Jan 2024

I spent nearly every free minute of Monday as Kayleigh. I was working, at my standing desk, dressed for work in nice white blouse, and tartan skirt. I did also _actually_ work too; but I just found that whenever I was trying to do anything that required real focus I would end up distracting myself. For example, looking online for an outfit or something.

So I have decided that despite having the option for dress today, I am going to try to stay in drab.. have also promised myself no porn (yes, that is what I wrote). Actually, its not really that interesting, but acts as a form of procrastination so I want to try and control that too.

Lets see how I get on.. .. will report back in 24 hours on how it went ...

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