Kayleigh

  On Thursday managed to get it together to do full makeup and a nice outfit and all. I only really had a few hours plus needed to do thing around the house, so not enough time to get out anywhere. I did go onto Birchplace/eblue and paraded my look in the Webcam room - mostly because its easy. I even took out my prop at one point, but only to tease a little nothing; seemed to get a good response. While all that was going on I was also in a the social room on tvChix.. and I found out someone had blocked me ! - actually someone I quite respected too. So was a bit surprised, this has never had that happen to me before. I think I know why it happened, and looking at the blockers point of view I sort of understand but the whole things made me feel quite down about the community - I had always hoped we were supporting and looking out for one another - now I am not so sure.

On Monday fulfilled one of my curious fantasies - "getting caught in the rain" .. ok I confess I dressed in a sexy little outfit with a seemed stockings, patent heels, black long sleeve bodysuit and short tartan skirt and went outside deliberately. As the rain came pouring down saturating my long hair and every item of clothing I was wearing. As I came in dripping, I caught myself in the mirror .. fully bedraggled - I liked the look; I can't say I know why .. but I did. Tuesday was quiet. Wednesday similar outfit - but with pink tartan rather than butterscotch. Actually, other than combining out my hair, and a bit of prancing around. not so much; but I had fun. Then later I picked up a package of knickers from H&M.. satin thongs, hope they are a good fit as its been perhaps a decade since I last bought thongs I was really happy with.