Kayleigh

After my previous update that my libido was dropped - am starting to think perhaps thats just fine. I had a good couple of evenings as Kayleigh, once again I went on webcam (Birchplace / eblue) but other then a little flirtation nothing pervy - just chatting mostly. Finally, made a fire in the wood burning stove and sat watching TV from the 80s and 90s .. but I was happy staying up to the early hours - contented. I looked back at the pictures I took; and realised that all are pretty similar; often the same outfits in the same place perhaps that is ok.

Where did my libido go? Seems to have fallen flat on its face; things that only recently were exciting for me seem to have no impact what so ever bit like eating food that tastes of cardboard - could eat it but there is no excitement or pleasure. Is it the time of year? Cold weather? No idea. P.S. This won't stop me cross dressing, if fact in someways it better and am more likely to focus on looking good than the quick thrill. Expecting to be properly glam on Sunday and then 26th, 27th Octobe